
Check out the number of kids who attended Baby Jayden's first magical birthday.
I really felt like fainting that day.
It's always occasions like these which will make me feel like an outcast.
Looking at the people around me, most have became parents, while I am still busy grinding away in front of a computer.
Come gatherings and events, they're always yakking away about their kids and their super hectic childcare timetable while I am more interested to know where the good makan places are and how to spend an enjoyable weekend with my hubby.
And then we have to put up with nosey relatives who are still curious if "we're doing it correctly."
Whenever I see my husband playing happily with the children, I wonder if I should continue to be selfish and stay child-free. I can see that he like kids.
No job security. No financial security. No housing security. And then there's this someone in the house........
We will suffer, the child will suffer, everyone suffer......
Or are these just my excuses?
Sighsy, my head so pain just thinking about it.
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